Gooooooood.
I over slept the day before yesterday. I woke up like, 3pm na. Nag online ako (the usual), then checked on my e-mail, went to youtube to watch some darn boring videos. Biglang may nag-im sakin. Sabi nya, kung pwede daw, samahan ko sya sa G4. GOD! ang layo, pero since he’s my friend, edi okay.
We met at my second house around 5 na in the afternoon, then we arrived at G4 around 7. Grabe! di naman sa nakakapagod siyang kasama (michael peace!), sadyang nakakapagod lang talaga maglakad! Ang bilis namin bumili. We went to their to buy a scarf for her…*chuchu.* grabe ang bilis talaga! pauwi na kami ng mga 8. Pero it was worth it kasi nung pagkabalik namin ng katipunan, we ate sandali, then we played 3 games sa blueskies. I arrived at home mga 1 na! shocks, buti di ako masyado pinagalitan.
Michael, sana naman NAtawagan mo na siya and sana NAbigay mo na yung gift. haha! Goodluck nalang.
Cherry Blossom?
Something special happened to me. It was by far, the best thing that had happened to my life. Everyday seems like eternity every time I’m with her. There are a lot of moments to share, to remember. It really was something, it was clear, that I’m in love with her. She was everything I thought of, basically, she was the girl of my dreams. I wrote her a special letter, that letter, that represents everything she had ever done to me that not even once she noticed. In a way, she made me special, made me happy… she was the “right” woman for me I thought.
Suddenly, time passed slowly… everyday, I know I’m still deeply in love with her, yet, I haven’t told her even once. She never knew what I felt during those times – when we share our moments together. I can’t continue my life this way. I know what I want; I never would never like the feeling of regret coming to me every night – sleepless.
Friends… What exactly is the meaning of this word? Someone you can cling on when you got no one to? Someone who can be trusted? The person you can share your secrets, funny moments, regrets, painful memories?
I came to a point when I realized that All of this must stop – make or break. I can’t go on like this, every time I think of her, my heart aches and I feel like I am depending on her – a parasite who can’t leave without a host. I could never forget… Words that I supposed have said…
I love you.
Rain rain
Di ako makapasok sa pesteng ulan na yan! Grabe naman, sobrang baha e. Nice day to sleep and reflect. Bad thing is, may class pa din! Ilang absent na ko… ayaw kong ma-drop! Well, as long as I’m doing my best in school, siguro there’s nothing to worry about.
Thank you for the rain! finally… I can relax a bit.
Reminiscing
Ugh, I cant help not think of my past. Everything is coming back and is hitting me head on. All I ever wanted was to be happy yet right now, as of this moment, I feel none for myself. Frustrated, how the hell can I escape this? I’ve been lying to myself for a while now. I can’t face my fears but it’s already out there, ready to devour me. Still hoping that in a fraction of a second, all of what I’m currently feeling will be gone. Sucks, I’m desperate to move on yet I can’t. This feeling of ecstacy in my veins runs deep inside me, making me aware of everything that is happening. NO. This can’t be happening! Escape. Is there no escape button? where all I have to do is press or click? Please be there my precious key, I’m pretty desperate. . .
yeah!
Grabe, it has been a long time since i checked on my blog. Sorry. I’ve been busy lately. God, College is eating me. . . Alive. Well, i’ve got alot to tell you guys. I learned about many things usually focusing on the self. I don’t have alot of readers though. . . But don’t worry, i’ll still write. ha ha.
First and foremost, I’ve learned alot about love. Yeah, I know, sounds cheesy but hey, It was fun (realizing the truth that is). I have read many books about love and none of them made me regret reading them. All made some crucial points in my life and has given me happiness to let me exercise my free will better.
Enough about that, I’ve got alot of reviews to come! movies, great music, writings, entries, etc.
Now to the upcoming days, I’ll be less busy so i’ll be able to write.
